vermin

i've been thinking that those who commit treason or even high treason are really mean it. they are not human, they are monsters that study human. they use no force. there's something distractions always in their mind. illusions maybe the correct word. looking every people around made 'em to get slaughter. otoh, they'd turn it into a fascinating idea. ideas that never be a better solution, some of us are never understand. why we don't understand? when are we going to learn? too really impressive, we are going to be like 'em...

a better world for a better nation, that's reformation

sigh...

alone..

nobody around...

sitting on the favorite chair and staring out...

watching the rain pouring outside...

listening to the raindrops...

the kids enjoy playing in the rain...

sometimes rainy days are just so calming...

enjoying a hot cup of coffee...

this window is my best buddy...

always accompany me...

running or stagnant; stream or pool

uhh hey guys n girls n hey everybody~
i keep on writing. i remember a few days ago something like a flashing light in my head and i think how would life be without the ones we love. and how would life be if we love more than one? uhhh some person just straight away get married in one day without knowing their partner would be and some person choose separate way after years live together. and that is fate. i still remember that day, my fren came to me sat down and said; ohh akmal dia dah ada pakwe baru, bla bla bla, and then i said, oh c'mon la ramai lagi pempuan kat luar sana. u know, we still hope that we can get her/him back and if we jumped into her/him we act like abnormal person. we need love, we need to be loved, we need to love someone. i need love too, u need love too, they need love too, everybody needs love too. whatever situation we are in, get used to it buddy, learn it dont throw it, feel it dont deny it, live with it dont leave it. love is a running stream not a stagnant pool.

Feb. 24, 2013

aku rasa ada sesuatu yang tak kena hari ni. rasa diri ini penuh diselubungi dgn dosa-dosa semalam. selama kita berjumpa, berkenalan, mungkin aku ada membuat kesilapan. maafkanlah aku wahai sahabat, aku rasa bersalah hingga ke hari ini, terkadang hati ini keras dan penuh keegoan. jauh di sudut hati aku untuk berbuat sedemikian. aku memohon supaya kesilapan ini mendapat keampunan kau. aku tiada kekuatan untuk berhadapan dengan kau dan aku berharap suatu hari nanti aku mendapat kekuatan ini. harap kau bahagia di samping keluarga dan insan tersayang
     wassalam~

Feb. 12, 2013

at 0300 huhh im still miss him. this cute little baby...